Stupid Tempations

Everyone, everywhere is generally working really hard to sell you something. That is why the colours are pretty and the cloths look amazing and the food looks delicious.

Majority of it is all a lie. The reality is what all of these temptations actually do for me in reality.

If I eat whatever I want I cannot buy whatever I want. (Does that make sense?)



If the world really is all about the way things look and that's what I'm focusing a lot of my attention on then so be it. I want to look amazing.

I need to put in the hard work to look amazing and steer away from food temptations.

I need to hold onto an image or something in my mind. I don't know.

Basically I need a hell of a lot more self control when it comes to food. So so so much more. The other side to it is not really having the money to spend now. I got paid two days ago and not I've nearly spent all the money I allow myself for the week. Granted that's only $20 but it puts me at a rather fragile point, money wise.

The thing is, it's not that I don't have back up money, but I really don't want to waste it.

Something expenses come up that you just need money for and that's what my back up money should be sitting there for. Then once it saves up a bit, I could go buy some new clothes (hopefully smaller clothes)

I need to treasure my body.

My body is what's going to get me through to the end of my days (nice clique) but seriously it is. If I don't take care of it, then I'm not going to make it as far as I want too and I'm not going to be able to keep doing things as I want too.



Therefore, these temptations mean nothing to me! I don't care if it looks nice, it's going to make me feel like crap and I don't want that.